trapped

Do you know what it feels like to be trapped in a yuppies body but treated as a 10 year old? I do. All my life I have been trying to live perfection but felt no good about it. Now I’m grown up, old enough to get married or just live life to the fullest, still I feel like I’ve been living my life backwards. The ironic thing is, when I was young, people trust me enough to let me just go wherever I want regardless of what I do. But now, it’s as if everything I need to do is decided by minds rather than my own. Pathetic isn’t it?

That’s probably my destiny. Sometimes, I wish I had a day off of all these impediments of my dreams. Even just for a day, I just want my will back and live a day without a single cynicism. Hey, it’s not hard to ask, right?